Out of the Hospital, I am now free.

Dear Reader,

I am now out of the hospital and at my room. There are things that I really missed out, like, my dad has anew job, well actually he got promoted and he is senior vice president of  the company. Then, my brother broke up with his horrible girlfriend and I am moving to another school because my mom told me it will be embarrassing if the senior vice president of the company is currently going to a public school.

So, I am moving to San Francisco University High School. In that school there are rich, smart, maybe hot guys and popular people. How am I going to fit in? I'm being pressured I think but my doctor told me if I feel pressured I just need to relax, breathe in and out and smile.

Ok, I think I can do this. I just need new clothes and new look, I think. Oh my god, I was never been this vain about my self. I think the school is already changing me. Oh, and when I said to Colt and Angel that I am moving to another school, they told me that they understand and good luck then they thought me how San Francisco University High School goes. Like where the cliques, geeks and popular people or sociopathic social climber. like that people.

Good luck for myself I start school there on Monday. Oh My God....


                                                                                                                  Love Always
                                                                                                                           Mary

2 weeks later

Dear Reader,

It's been 2 weeks since I've updated. There's a lot of things going on with my head. My doctor told me I should relax more that's why I have decided to go to the church more. I go to the prayer room in the hospital to pray to God and I pray the before and after the meal prayer when I eat. Also I met someone last week, his name Julian. He told me he has been in this hospital for about a week and he is diagnosed of OCD and ADHD. He told me that he never thought that he have some disorders. He always thought he is normal.

We are like the hospital soulmates cause we like the same type of songs and type of movies and books. I never thought I would find someone like me.

                                                                                                                   love always,
                                                                                                                         mary

Movies and complicated and confusing

Dear Reader,

      Today, my brother visited me and he gave me some gifts from our relatives that I don't know and some of the students at school, which I don't remember their names. Then, he gave me a box full of DVDs and CDs of movies.

   

       Some of them are old, romantic, scary, or new, but mostly old. Like 70's, 80's and 90's movies. My kind of movies. You know.

       I just think that movies these days are like kinda of don't have sense. They're all about sex, big butts and mostly twerking or sex. 

They are kinda not appropriate to children or even old people. Also today I had a mail from Colt. He told me he never wanted to see me again and never call him as a friend or anything. He told me let's just be strangers.

Now, I'm confused. Is it about the kiss or he just hates even in the first day we met ? Very confusing.

                                                                                                                 Love Always,

                                                                                                                        Mary

CONFUSED

Dear Reader,
    Here I am, again. Colt visited me last night while I was sleeping. I mean he sneeked in. So, he woke me up and we played monopoly and watched " The Breakfast Club" and " Ferris Bueller's Day Off". They were a very good movie.

   While we were playing monopoly, Colt told me " Wait, I need to tell you something." He told me the reason why he visited me because he felt lonely in school and Angel has a boyfriend. I knew he liked Angel so much. He told me he felt like crying at that time. He told why Angel is so blind, why didn't she feel the love. All I can do was sit in silence. But then, all of a sudden he kissed me out of nowhere. I felt the spark in my body. But, after that he left but before he left he said sorry.
   
   He left me like a dumb cat or something. I don't know what to do. I feel like a flower that is drying out. Please help me. Please I need someone's opinion about this. I think I need some tea and some sleep. I need someone out there. I can't talk to Angel about this. It will be awkward for me.

   So tonight, I have mixed emotions. I wish my Aunt Opal was here. I can't control myself now. I need your help.

                                                                                   Love Always,

                                                                             Mary

Dear Reader

Dear Reader,
  I am writing to you because my doctor told me to tell someone about my feeling or what am i feeling today. Firstly, I am in high school and I like to read books. I'm a freshman in Abraham Lincoln High School (San Francisco). I only have 2 friends, Colt and Angel, they are seniors and they are going to graduate in May. Basically my life is like the book or movie that is "The Perks of Being A Wallflower." I am here at the University of California, San Francisco, Department of Psychiatry Center.

This is where people, mostly teenagers go when they have mental problems or disorders that are very very dangerous and strong, I think. So, I got here because my doctor told me I have ADHD,  social anxiety disorder and OCD. They told my parents that I am going to be here for about 2 months and my social anxiety disorder is very dangerous when mostly i get too shy or angry. So, my doctor suggest I'll stay here and my family have to visit me 3 or 4 time a week to keep me warm and comfort and happy.

So, today I'm feeling normal nothing much and it's 9:57 p.m. and I've got to go to sleep at 10:00. So, this were it ends see you next time. And thank you for not sleeping or getting bored while reading this.

                                                                                                                    Love always,

                                                                                                                           Mary

REALLY COMPLICATED

YESTERDAY BRYCE ASKED ME OUT. HE TOLD ME TO MEET HIM AT THE CINEMA AT 6. I WAS THERE ON TIME. HE NEVER REALLY COME. I WAITED FOR 4 HOURS AND HE DIDN'T EVEN TEXTED ME THAT HE CAN'T COME BUT NOT TELLING ME OR TEXTING ME OR CALLING ME ABOUT NOT COMING TO OUR DATE. I THINK WE ARE COMPLICATED.

DOUBTFUL

I THINK  BRYCE IS HESITATING ABOUT OUR RELATIONSHIP. HIS FRIENDS ARE HAVING A PARTY BUT HE DOESN'T WANT TO GO. I REALLY REALLY WANT TO GO. I THINK HE DIDN'T TOLD HIS FRIENDS ABOUT US. LIKE HE IS ASHAMED ABOUT US BEING TOGETHER. IF HE IS ASHAMED FOR BEING TOGETHER THEN WHY DID HE ASKED ME TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND. HE IS SO STUPID ABOUT IT. I WANT A GUY WHO WILL LIKE FOR WHO I AM. AND WHO DOESN'T HIDE ME TO HIS FRIENDS. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH HIM ? PLEASE HELP ME.

DTR

SO, BRYCE AND I ALREADY DTRed AND IT WAS TRUE. HE LIKES ME AND WE ARE TOGETHER NOW LIKE BOYFRIEND GIRLFRIEND TOGETHER. I NEVER THOUGHT IN A MILLION YEARS, BRYCE WOULD LIKE ME. OMG THIS IS SO SHOCKING AT SAME TIME, I'VE GOT BUTTERFLIES IN ME STOMACH. THIS IS THE FEELING OF BEING IN LOVE.

THEN: SINGLE NOW: IN A RELATIONSHIP

WHY AM I WRITING ABOUT THIS? IT HAS BEEN 5 HOURS SINCE BRYCE TOLD ME THAT HE LOVED ME EVER SINCE WE WERE 10. I COULD ALWAYS PLAY THAT IN MY HEAD OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN. IT FEELS GOOD TO HAVE SOMEONE LOVE YOU BACK.
OK, SO HERE IS THE STORY ABOUT THIS. IT WAS 7:30 IN THE MORNING AND  I WAS WALKING IN THE PARK FOR A MORNING EXERCISE. THEN I BUMPED INTO SOMEONE. WHEN I LOOKED UP, IT WAS BRYCE. BOTH OF US SAID AT THE SAME TIME SORRY. THEN, HE JUST SMILED AT ME. THEN, HE SAID HI JANE, WANNA WALK WITH ME?. AND I SAID SURE WHY NOT.
THEN WE TALKED ABOUT THINGS LIKE CATS, STARBUCKS, SCHOOL AND OUR CHILDHOOD. BUT ALL OF A SUDDEN HE ASKED WHO WAS MY FIRST CRUSH. BUT I WENT SILENT BUT I REALLY GIVE IN. I THOUGHT TO MYSELF MAYBE IT'S THE TIME NOW THAT HE NEEDS TO KNOW THAT HE IS MY ALL TIME CRUSH. I JUST ANSWERED "YOU. EVER SINCE UNTIL NOW." HE SAID REALLY ME TOO I LIKE LIKE EVER SINCE UNTIL NOW.
HE TOLD ME THAT I'M HIS FIRST LOVE. HE LOVED EVER SINCE I WORE MY FAVORITE PEACH DRESS ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. HE SAID HE REALLY FELT CHEESY WHEN HE WROTE ME THE LETTER, FYI THE LETTER WAS WHEN I WAS IN 4TH GRADE. ANYWAY , THEN HE JUST KISSED ME AND I KISSED BACK. HE WALKED ME HOME AND HE KISSED ME AGAIN. THEN THAT'S IT. BUT WE DIDN'T DTR OR DEFINE THE RELATIONSHIP. I'M A BIT CONFUSED BUT AT THE SAME TIME HAPPY.

WEDDINGS, BOREDOM AND BACK FOR YOU

WE WENT TO A WEDDING, AND I WAS SO BORED. I WAS ONLY A GUEST BUT MY MOM WAS A SPONSOR. I WAS BORED I MEAN REALLY BORED.BUT GOOD THING THE FOOD WAS GOOD. BRYCE WAS THERE, BY THE WAY BRYCE IS MY LONG TIME CRUSH EVER SINCE 3RD GRADE. ANYWAY HE WAS JUST A GUEST THERE TOO. BRYCE AND I , WE TALK BUT SOMETIMES WE JUST GLANCE AT OTHER.

I'VE IN LOVE WITH HIM SINCE WE WERE KIDS. HE'S REALLY MY TYPE. BUT I'M NOT HIS TYPE. BECAUSE HE IS THE MOST POPULAR GUY IN THE WHOLE SCHOOL AND I'M JUST THE SCHOOL LAMEST GIRL. WHO WOULD LIKE SOMEONE WHO ISN'T GIRLY AND WHO IS WEIRD LIKE ME. EVERY GUY TEASES ME OR BULLY ME BUT BRYCE IS DIFFERENT. HE JUST TALKS TO ME AND SMILES AT ME. YOU KNOW NOBODY REALLY SMILES AT ME. HE IS REALLY SWEET, CUTE, SMART, SPORTY AND HE IS A GENTLEMAN.

I JUST WISH HE WOULD NOTICE ME AND LIKE ME BACK. BUT THAT'S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN, RIGHT. I'M JUST THE GIRL IN THE DARK CORNER.

LOST OUT OF MONEY, BROTHER AND MISERABLE...

MY MOM IS NOW WORRIED ABOUT MONEY. IT'S BECAUSE WE PAY TOO MUCH BILLS. WHY MY LIFE SHOULD BE LIKE THIS. I REALLY PROMISE TO MYSELF WHEN I FINISH SCHOOLING I WILL WORK HARD TO MAKE MONEY. THIS IS SHIT. I HATE PAYING STUFFS. ANYWAY LIFE IS UNFAIR. TOMORROW MY BROTHER WILL COME HOME. GREAT, I WILL HAVE TO BE PATIENT TO MY BROTHER.

YOU KNOW HE IS THE ELDEST BUT IT LOOKS LIKE I'M THE ELDEST. MY MOM ALWAYS TELLS ME TO BE PATIENT TO HIM BECAUSE HE IS ALWAYS TIRED. GOOD THING THIS IS HIS LAST YEAR IN COLLEGE. GOOD BYE CHOIRS.

WAIT, IF HE IS DONE WITH COLLEGE THEN HE WILL START WORKING, RIGHT. AND HE WILL BE EXTRA TIRED THAN BEFORE. MAN, MY LIFE IS MISERABLE.

SOMETIMES BEING A TEENAGER MAKES ME WANT TO VOMIT FOREVER.

IT'S TRUE, SOMETIMES BEING A TEENAGER SUCKS. WELL, THERE ARE GOOD THINGS LIKE MAKING YOURSELF KNOW YOURSELF OR HAVING YOUR FIRST MATE OR JUST DRINKING OR DRUGS OR SEX. BAD THINGS ARE REBELLION TO YOUR PARENTS, TRYING KILLING YOURSELF, BEING MORE SEXUAL, AND HATING YOURSELF. ANYWAY BEING A TEENAGER, I HAVE A LOT OF PROBLEMS. LIKE I NEED TO STAY IN SHAPE, HOMEWORK, TEACHERS, PARENTS, BROTHER, FRIENDS, GIRLS, BOYS, AND ME. I NEED TO IMPROVE MYSELF, LIKE I SHOULD HAVE SHAPE NOW OR I SHOULD KNOW MORE ABOUT MYSELF. SO IF SOME TEENAGERS MIGHT READ THIS YOU GET WHAT I MEAN.

I'M NOT A HAPPY TEEN...

STORY OF MY LIFE BY ONE DIRECTION

I KNOW OF THE PEOPLE WHO ARE READING THIS HATES ONE DIRECTION OR NOT FAN OF ONE DIRECTION BUT , THIS BLOG IS NOT ABOUT ONE DIRECTION , IT'S ABOUT LIFE.
TO UNDERSTAND THIS YOU NEED TO WATCH STORY OF MY LIFE..

STORY OF MY LIFE IS ABOUT A GUY WHO SACRIFICES EVERYTHING JUST FOR A GIRL. HE TAKES HER HOME, DRIVES ALL NIGHT TO KEEP HER WARM BUT IN HIS MIND, TIME IS FROZEN.


IF YOU WATCH IT YOU CAN RELATE TO IT BECAUSE IT'S ABOUT CARING ABOUT SOMEONE OR SACRIFICING FOR SOMEONE. THAT'S WHAT PEOPLE DO. THAT'S WHAT OUR PARENTS DO, EVEN YOUR SIBLINGS, GRANDPARENTS OR SONS AND DAUGHTERS.


SO PLEASE WATCH IT.....

WELCOME TO THE DOLLHOUSE

This article is about the 1995 film. For the Danity Kane album, see Welcome to the Dollhouse (album).

Welcome to the Dollhouse
Theatrical release poster
Directed by	Todd Solondz
Produced by	Todd Solondz
Written by	Todd Solondz
Starring	Heather Matarazzo Brendon Sexton, Jr. Eric Mabius Matthew Faber
Music by	Jill Wisoff
Cinematography	Randy Drummond
Editing by	Alan Oxman
Studio	Suburban Pictures
Distributed by	Sony Pictures Classics
Release date(s)	September 10, 1995(TIFF) May 24, 1996
Running time	87 minutes
Country	United States
Language	English
Budget	$800,000
Box office	$4,569,019

Welcome to the Dollhouse is a 1995 American independent coming of age comedy film. An independent film, it launched the careers of Todd Solondz and Heather Matarazzo.^[1]

THIS MOVIE CAN RELATE TO ALL TEENAGERS WHO FELT ALONE AND NO ONE TO LEAN ON WITH. THIS MOVIE TELLS US THAT THERE ARE REALLY DIFFERENT PEOPLE IN THE WORLD. LIKE IN THE MOVIE SAYS "NOT ALL GIRLS WANT TO PLAY WITH DOLLS".

I JUST WANT TO RECOMMEND TO YOU THAT THIS MOVIE CAN RELATE TO ANYONE....

MAKE A DIFFERENCE

SO A CAMPAIGN AND  CHARITY IN MY TOWN IS ABOUT TEENAGERS THAT ARE IN THE CASE OF AIDS. SO, PLEASE HELP ME IN MY MISSION.


WELL, MY MOM IS THE ONE IN CHARGE FOR THIS CAMPAIGN AND CHARITY. SO MY MOM TOLD ME THAT I SHOULD BLOG ABOUT IT OR VIDEO. SO PLEASE GO TO ANY SOCIAL NETWORKING AND SPREAD THE NEWS. IN TWITTER PLEASE TWEET THIS:
#MakeADifferenceAboutAIDS, #CampaignForAIDS AND #LetsStopAIDS.


PLEAS HELP US ........

WONDERS OF PARIS

Paris (English /ˈpærɪs/, ⁱ/ˈpɛrɪs/; French: [paʁi] ( listen)) is the capital and most populous city of France. It is situated on the River Seine, in the north of the country, at the heart of the Île-de-France region. Within its administrative limits (the 20 arrondissements), the city had 2,234,105 inhabitants in 2009 while its metropolitan area is one of the largest population centres in Europe with more than 12 million inhabitants.

POPULATION: 2.234 MILLION (JAN 2009)
AREA: 105.4 KM

IT ALSO HAS TOURIST SPOTS LIKE:
*EIFFEL TOWER                 *PALACE OF VERSAILLES

A Midsummer Night's Dream

A Midsummer Night's Dream is a play by William Shakespeare. It is believed that it was written between 1590 and 1596. It portrays the events surrounding the marriage of the Duke of Athens, Theseus, and Hippolyta.

First performance: 1595

Original language: English

Characters: Oberon, Titania, Hermia, Lysander, Helena, Puck,Demetrius, Theseus, Hippolyta, Egeus, Philostrate

Genres: Fantasy, Comedy

Adaptations: Were the World Mine (2008), Get Over It (2001), More

THE TEMPEST

THE TEMPEST IS A PLAY BY WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE, BELIEVED TO HAVE BEEN IN 1606-11, AND THOUGHT BY MANY CRITICS TO BE THE LAST PLAY THAT SHAKESPEARE WROTE ALONE.

FIRST PERFORMANCE: 1611

GENRE: ROMANTIC COMEDY

CHARACTERS: PROSPERO, CALIBAN, ARIEL, MIRANDA, STEPHANO, FERDINAND, GONZALO, SYCORAX, KING ALONSO, IRIS TRINCULO, CERES, JUNO AND ANTONIO.

KING LEAR

KING LEAR IS A TRAGEDY BY WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE. THE TITLE CHARACTER DESCENDS INTO MADNESS AFTER DISPOSING OF HIS ESTATE BETWEEN TWO OF HIS THREE DAUGHTERS BASED ON THEIR FLATTERY, BRINGING TRAGIC CONSEQUENCES FOR ALL.

FIRST PERFORMANCE: DECEMBER 26, 1606

MONA LISA

THE MONA LISA IS A HALF-LENGTH PORTRAIT OF A WOMAN BY THE ITALIAN ARTIST LEONARDO DE VINCI, WHICH HAS BEEN ACCLAIMED AS "THE BEST KNOWN, THE MOST VISITED, THE MOST WRITTEN ABOUT, THE MOST SUNG ABOUT, THE MOST PARODIED WORK OF ART IN THE WORLD."

ARTIST: LEONARDO DE VINCI

LOCATION: THE LOUVRE

CREATED: 1503-1517

DIMENSIONS: 77 CM BY 53 CM

SUBJECT: LISA DEL GIOCONDO

GENRE: PORTRAIT